Day 31

October is Miscarriage, Stillbirth, and Infant Loss Awareness Month. I am joining many other women who have suffered loss in a 31-day blog challenge. If you're a mom to an angel baby and would like to join, please do:

Day 31: Do you feel like 31 days has helped you open up more about your child(ren) and your grief?

In a way.  I feel that since I let myself feel everything, I am already pretty open, my husband on the other hand, I wanted to go through some of the questions with him as I feel it will help him.

Day 30

October is Miscarriage, Stillbirth, and Infant Loss Awareness Month. I am joining many other women who have suffered loss in a 31-day blog challenge. If you're a mom to an angel baby and would like to join, please do:

Day 30: How are your preparing for the end of the year? (ie: Holiday's and starting a new year)
I don't want to attend any family related events.  What's the point?

Day 29

October is Miscarriage, Stillbirth, and Infant Loss Awareness Month. I am joining many other women who have suffered loss in a 31-day blog challenge. If you're a mom to an angel baby and would like to join, please do:

Day 29: What are your beliefs as far as where you think your child(ren) is/are. Will you see each other again?

I think thast Delilah is in a kind of in between place.  Babies I feel get to come.back and live their lives.  Reincarnation.  Right now I believe that she is watching us.  I think she is in a safe place being cared for along with the other babies and children that had to leave too soon.  they play and laugh. they are happily waiting for their turns to return to us.  I really hope that Delilah will be able to return to us as one of our future babies.  We will see each other again one day.

Day 28

October is Miscarriage, Stillbirth, and Infant Loss Awareness Month. I am joining many other women who have suffered loss in a 31-day blog challenge. If you're a mom to an angel baby and would like to join, please do:

Day 28: Have you ever corrected or wish you corrected someone about your loss?

I wish I was strong enough to correct people.  The one that I hate the most is: you are young.  You can have another...  so many people have said that add if Delilah did not matter, as if she were replaceable.  She is not.  She will forever be my first born.  My precious sweet darling daughter. once I kinda of said that I wanted her when a co-worker said that I was still young.  She realized how hurtful it was and started apologizing.  

Day 27

October is Miscarriage, Stillbirth, and Infant Loss Awareness Month. I am joining many other women who have suffered loss in a 31-day blog challenge. If you're a mom to an angel baby and would like to join, please do:

Day 27: Share a picture.

Day 26

October is Miscarriage, Stillbirth, and Infant Loss Awareness Month. I am joining many other women who have suffered loss in a 31-day blog challenge. If you're a mom to an angel baby and would like to join, please do:

Day 26: On a scale of 1 to 10 rate your day today and why?

I would rate my day a six.  I got all the errands that I wanted to do done. Then this horrible migraine showed up.

Day 25

October is Miscarriage, Stillbirth, and Infant Loss Awareness Month. I am joining many other women who have suffered loss in a 31-day blog challenge. If you're a mom to an angel baby and would like to join, please do:

Day 25: On Birthday's, Diagnosis Day's, Anniversaries of Passing. How do you handle them?

I won't know until next year...