Friday, December 6, 2013

Dear Delilah

Dear Delilah,
I love you, I miss you.  I tell youthat every night.  I hope you can feel how much I love you.  I wonder if you can see us, if you know that we are trying to make another baby now.  Does that make you sad?  I want to believe that you will be able to come back to us as one of our babies, but please know that you will always be our Delilah.  Our first child, and no child will ever replace you, even if it is your soul in there...
Im scared Delilah, I'm afraid of losing you again, of growing apart.  I'm afraid that if I get pregnant again I'll start to lost our connection, I'll start forgetting.
I love you so much my sweet little baby girl, Im afraid...
I am afraid of so much.

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