Today is Delilah's second birthday. Today is an emotional day. Two year ago today I went into labor thinking that I would soon have my sweet little girl but things spiraled and instead of joyously holding Delilah we were scared and worried and her dying. Three days ago, I had her little brother and today is the first day we've had with him at home, such a different outcome. I always pictured Delilah with a little brother. She was gonna be a great one, very loving and willing to share, even her girly dresses for tea parties. Today having Ollie here and no Delilah was painful. I miss my sweet little girl and my vision of who she would have been. I also saw Ollie smile in his sleep, who knows, maybe they were playing together in his dream.
My sweet Delilah, I love you so much. You made me so proud and I know you would have continued to do so. Happy birthday sweetheart, I love you, and always will.
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