It's amazing how much a year can change you. Last year I was bitter, but still grateful for the time I had with my sweet little girl. This year, well, I am expecting my rainbow in February, most likely around Delilah's birthday. I think she planned it out this way for me. I am still very grateful for Delilah, I feel she is looking out for us. I still miss her and do get mad at times but it's different. My husband was watching football today, he had our homemade "Molly Bear" on one side of him and our new kitten on his shoulder and my big ole pregnant belly next to him. I thought of how things should have been. It was a sad moment but it didn't take over me. I was able to enjoy my day today. I will always miss my little girl and think about what she would be doing, how she would act.
