I went out today to a few stores by Home Depot. Things were going well. I did wander into the baby section but nothing managed to tip the cup. Then I saw her. A brand new baby girl. Her mommy was busy looking at shoes. I wanted to take her baby. I wanted to hold her and play with her and close my eyes and pretend that that baby was Delilah. I turn down the isle and left. Then I came home and cried.
After feeling sorry for myself I managed a pep talk and ended up in the garage. I got out the jig saw and cut the wood for her shelves. Then I sanded the edges and painted them. I did good Delilah. Your room will finally have shelves for all the books that you've accumulated. I love you Delilah.
I lost my daughter Delilah in February, it was suggested to me that it's very therapeutic to write about what I am going through. Mourning, infant loss, sadness, recovery, hope
Tuesday, July 23, 2013
Babies
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