A few weeks ago I saw an ad for the March for Babies, it was exactly what i was looking to do. Something for Delilah. I recruited and bugged people. I designed a t-shirt. Tiday we did March of Dimes: March for Babies. Me my sister and best friend. Team Delilah Sage. We walked 3 miles with my sweet little girl watching from above and raised a bunch of money. I love you sweet pea. Your mommy and aunties love you so much. I think we will try to do this every year from now on. I was happy we did the walk but part of me was dissapointed, like I was expecting to see her at the finish line and I would have my baby again. Sadly that was not possible. My husband told me that I might not have seen her but she was definitely there.
After her aunties left today I cried. I cried because miss my baby because I wish I could have done more for her. I cried because I am so tired from not being able to sleep the night before. I cried because my beautiful little girl should be physically with me.
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