Taboo...

I had a dream last night, I can't remember the details but I know it was about Delilah.  In my dream something big was happening.  She was leaving me again.  And I woke up and was yelling.  I don't want to lose her again.  I tried to tell my husband about it but he changed the subject.  I guess I'm not supposed to talk about her anymore.  I've noticed lately that when I talk about Delilah he gets weird.  I noticed that with his family a while back, they look at me weird when I mention her.  My friends don't seem to think I should be sad anymore either.  They listen when I talk about her but they mostly want to talk about happy things.